To my boys, Your momma loves to write. I love to write about life, love, experiences. It would only be natural to at least try to journal, when there is time, about living life with you two. We are only given a certain amount of time in this world and while you are in daycare, napping, or content playing with each other I want to write my thoughts. I want you to know my worries, my frustrations, and my joys. Maybe not when you're children but most definitely when you're adults. Caleb, I've been slacking with you. Your first few years of life have been filled with some of the most insane adjustments I've ever been through. Lukas, adjusting to an infant with a toddler isn't proving to be easy. But you're proving to be sweet just like your brother and right now I'm watching you sleep and squeak when you stretch. I'm excited to see what you boys grow into, I'm nervous about what life will swing your way and if your father and ...